I have no idea what I am doing. I like to believe that I am not alone. You would think that at the age of 59, yes just had a birthday, I would have some clue. Maybe I am behind in my understanding of life. Hopefully I am not alone. Of course I understand the general concept of life, like waking up, taking care of business, and going into the dream world we call nighttime, whatever time of day that comes for some. Mine is generally a broken up realm of sleep and being wide awake for no reason. Ugh, insomnia, one of my life’s many wonderful aspects, (whispering sarcastically).

This entry is actually being written during one of those blessed times of no sleep. Maybe blessed is a bit much. Especially, since this is being typed at about 3:10am. Might not make much sense in the literal light of day. Today I wonder why I am awake at this ungodly hour. Am I alone? Well NCIS is on the tube. So not totally alone. Does anyone out there wake up with thoughts, silly ones mostly, running through the mind that is supposed to be in REM sleep right about now?

My thoughts this early morn? Nothing that important, were you waiting for an ah ha moment. Well hate to disappoint you, no wise moments revealed. I actually woke up to check to see if a package I ordered from Amazon was shipped. Told you not very interesting and definitely not interesting enough not to wait to find out in the morning. Hmm maybe I need to give up Amazon? My husband would probably rejoice about that idea! Have to think on that one for the moment, it has gotten too easy to shop without ever leaving my comfy home. Which in the beginning of COVID, was convenient. But now with mask in hand I can easily go to a store and buy what I want, well within reason and funds. I choose to continue to avoid stores most of the time. I have to be truthful, sometimes people annoy me, there its said. (Waiting for the ceiling to fall down).

I’m not alone, I can’t be, am I? You know the little things like blocking the way while talking on the phone about how people are rude! Love that one… Hey I am not saying that I am without fault. I am positive at some time in my life, more than once I’m sure, I was annoying! Please don’t tell my husband it would make his day that I admitted it. No need to give him a heads up!!! So, when the annoying becomes too much I must retreat, keep my mouth shut, and move on! And that moving on includes Amazon.

So to not bore you any further I will take my ramblings, my NCIS obsession and try to turn over and fall back to sleep. Good night, friends!